love.hate.envy

STOP BOTHERING ME!!

2010-05-13T12:35:00.000-07:00

its been few months since my last update. kind of busy, or malas nak update. well, my next post, which is this post, i would like to dedicate to "someone" (u know who u are)

seriously i dan lama gila x bukak myspace. n at one time tetibe terlintas pulak nak bukak so i did. seriously byk gila friend request n comments from unknown fellows
then i stop by at this one guy. i know him! he was my friend long2 time ago yang i lost contact. surprisingly, he did send me few messages merajuk because i didnt reply his msg. wtf? i sendiri pun dah lama x bukak myspace. hello, kenape x cari dkt FB je!!

he said he wants my number n become friends back. daaaaaaa... even i dah lost contact bertahun2 with someone, i mmg still consider diorang my friends. so ok, i told my bf about it, he said y not, he was my long lost friend what. ok then i tell him my num. then taktau pulak mamat ni x henti2 nak kacau, text me, miss call me n tak reti bahasa seriously!!

even i dah ckp, jgn msg selalu, dia still jugak msg. even ajak i pegi keluar mlm2. then of cos la i reject from going out with him. THEN FEW HOURS AFTER I TOLD HIM I DONT WANT TO HANGOUT WITH HIM, DIA MSG I CKP " SORRY SGT2 TAK BOLEH KELUAR DGN U TADI, I BARU HABIS KEJE." WTF? SINCE WHEN I TERHEGEH2 NAK AJAK DIA KELUAR!! i tot dia faham bahasa, when i told him to stop messaging me, because i taknak my bf assume yang bukan2, he said "alaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, baru ingat nak keluar dgn u" kenapa tak reti bahasa ini orang?? seriously even i x layan, dia still msg. psycho ape?? gila rimas!!!

serously last time dia x mcm ni. yes, dia pernah ada crush dgn i dulu even bought me perfume la, teddy la, n mcm2 without im asking it. he not giving me hand by hand tau the present. dia letak dkt letterbox everytime dia nak bagi something.

that was few years ago. da lebih dari 5 tahun. takkan sampai sekarang he still ada crush on me? i tot dia da lupa everything. seriously psycho lah this man

my bf tatau dia keep on kacauing me. hope he didnt found out. if not, this guy will die man

I HOPE THIS PARTICULAR GUY READ MY FUCKING BLOCK N PLEASE RECONSIDER UR PLAN TO TACKLE ME BACK COS U ARE PSYCHOTIC MAN, BESIDES, I ALREADY HAVE A BF WHICH I LOVE SO MUCH, SO STOP BOTHERING ME! RIMAS TAU TAK!!

i miss you....

2009-12-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

when can i finally meet him??? i miss him so much... his face, his touch, his kiss, his laughter,his everything!! oh my...its so hard to explain how i felt.. how hurt i am...i miss him so much.. so much that made me hurt every single times...

i love him so much...
nobody cud ever possibly imagine how much he means to me. he brings joy to my life, he brings happiness to me, he have showed whole lot of different meaning in life to me.. i am stronger than ever after i met him. he is the one who always pushes me forward, encourage me, and someone who brings out the best in me.. nuff said, he is my strength. i never felt this way before. for me he is MAGNIFICENT. i am loving him with all of my heart.

i'll be waiting for u... don't worry.
anna misses u so much JIM. :(

busy busy busy

2009-11-05T20:23:00.001-08:00

currently busy with life. will be back with more post. x0x0

lampu oh lampu

2009-09-09T14:43:00.000-07:00

i went to saujana subang yesterday and i wonder y, it seems that i am so attracted to this lampu. nice isn't it?

So not in mood

2009-09-08T11:43:00.000-07:00

had a bad day.. again. everyday is a bad day to me. i dont know y..
had an argument with jim. yes, im d one who created all probs cos im d one with probs.
n jim is the one who can't deal with probs. everytime we had issues, he tried so hard to run away from it, and came back to me like nothing happen hoping that i already forget everything. yes, sometimes i dun want to make things complicated, but sometimes i need him to solve our probs together. our relationship is the most precious thing in my life. i treated him like my own flesh and blood. he knew that. i just dont want him to take me for granted without even consider about my feelings. y guys are so cold-hearted? they want themselves to be treated nicely, but what about us, women? do we get the same thing in return? girls, stand for urself. this is the time for u to show that we are not WEAK. we are srtrong, maybe stronger than them in the inside. im sick of getting hurt emotionally.. if u read this jim, pls take this as a note. i dont what anything, or everything dat dont matter ruin our r'ship. i do love u, i do.

what a day

2009-09-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

today is so messed up. i was on the way to one utama alone suddenly i found out my tire flat luckily i already parked my car at the parking lot. i was so panic luckily 3 guards passed by n they helped me change to spare tire. so relieved ok.

Pity my bf... he's not feeling well. already forced him to go clinic but he refused. i took care of him just now, bought him medicine n cold fever. now he seems to be ok, thank god.

im going back to his place tomorrow to check him out! hope he's getting better.

2009-09-05T13:16:00.000-07:00

The apple of my eyes =)
i have nothing to do during this time. almost 5 am. and im still awake, chatting with jim. thank god he is always there for me. i love him, always =)

New =)

2009-09-05T12:01:00.000-07:00

happy blogging !